I Had a Dream Last Night

Dreams are so weird.

The Merriam-Webster defines dreams as "a series of thoughts, images, or emotions occurring during sleep." Dreams can reveal hidden desires and fears. Current worries and frustrations can be worked out through dreams. One could also dream of parading through an underwater town on the back of a green, pink, and orange elephant (I'm going to assume that this can't really happen...).

Dreams are limited only by our imaginations and subconscious.

So long ago
Was it in a dream, was it just a dream?
I know, yes I know
Seemed so very real, it seemed so real to me
Took a walk down the street
Thru the heat whispered trees
I thought I could hear
Somebody call out my name as it started to rain
Two spirits dancing so strange
Ah! böwakawa poussé, poussé

Dream, dream away
Magic in the air, was magic in the air?
I believe, yes I believe
More I cannot say, what more can I say?
On a river of sound
Thru the mirror go round, round
I thought I could feel Music touching my soul, something warm, sudden cold
The spirit dance was unfolding
Ah! böwakawa poussé, poussé

Go Figure

Tonight, I went to bed at the decent time of 10:00 pm. I figured I needed as much sleep as I could possibly get to avoid getting sick.

At 10:30, my mom called to chat.
At 11.30, my brother called to chat.

Really?

Hahaha. Go figure.

"I'm on the verge, I'm on the verge"

First, the bad:

• Feeling useless
• Feeling like I'm wasting my time
• Having a professor bark orders at the class for three straight hours
• Cold, drizzly weather
• My drawing (haha)

I'm on the verge, I'm on the verge

Unraveling with every word

Now, the good:

• Hot soup
• Roomie time in the middle of the hallway
• Today is finished
• Snuggling with StellzBellz
• Jack's Mannequin

There was nothing ugly today.

Tomorrow is Tuesday. Thank God.

"Go on, go on, go on, the stars are watching"

Wow, it is already October! Where has the time gone? I finally admitted that I actually love fall. While I still loathe winter, I no longer claim to hate the its precursor. I love drinking obscene amounts of hot tea; I love snuggling down underneath toasty warm blankets; I love wearing hoodies; I love opening my windows to smell the crisp, clean air; I love walking around on a crisp fall evening.

Time is flying right by, and I don't feel prepared to face the [very near] future. In about 2.5 months, L and I will graduate!!! Yay! But, what am I going to do then? I will lose my job at that point, so I really need to start thinking about what to do next. I was kind of hoping that my internship would turn into something, but right now it don't have the client base to provide the income they would need to have extra people working for it.

Look at you

Kicking off your shoes,

Dancing for the world to see,

You got the power to believe,

Open up and see,

and I’ll be free and fly away

Last Friday, I made a quick trip to the Lake. It had been a really rough week for my mom, so I wanted to spend some time with her. While I was at the Lake, I saw my sister perform in the marching band, I hung out with my grandparents, and I saw my dad for the first time since....Father's day? I also officially met his girlfriend (although I can't remember her name...Deanne maybe?) She seems really nice, though. They are coming here tomorrow to take me out to dinner--hopefully I'll get to know her a little better.

Amber is getting married next week! Last night was her bachelorette party, and it was so much fun! I got to reconnect with a couple of girls from high school, and I met a few other really awesome girls. We called our waiter "Tight Buns" and drank out of straws shaped like penises. I think that pretty much describes the evening. I'm so happy for Josh and Amber; they've already been together the better part of a decade, but it's exciting nonetheless!

Oh, the moon is awesome tonight! It's huge!

Tugged the moon into the ground...

Pitterpat, the angel on my shoulder

Is haunting me tonight

Tick tock, the clock is getting louder

Ready for me to decide